After so many days, a new entry

It has been many days since I last looked into these pages and attempted to glean a semblance of order into my unordered life. It appears to me that my life is as jumbled as my thoughts and this might be a clue as to the nature of the problem. I think maybe I should bring a little order into my thoughts thereby causing order to come into my life also. I have had the grace to sit in meditation these past few days. I had completely forgotten about this life-saving practice and the chaos that is my life has finally become so intolerable that I had to find the time to sit and focus my mind on the one thing that is real. I meditated.

I can still recall in my younger days when life was so simple. I had my life laid out neatly. I was going to meditate and find my liberation or moksha. Simple as that. Well, as it turned out I was not so focused at all. I fell into bad habits and I allowed bad decisions to lead me to bad actions and bad conclusions. Now, as I lay reeling from the blows of a life gone haywire, I remember my simple formula: meditate a lot. As I mentioned, I had the grace to sit in meditation for a few minuttes and this has served to calm my mind somewhat. I feel a little more calm and sure of myself. Not that anything has changed much externally. I am still the same as I was before but inside, I am less hurried and less harried by my demons.

I have learned to define four goals for myself. These are very simple goals and I will not deviate from them. They are good goals, nice goals. Goals that will bring me a measure of satisfaction from just aiming for them. If I know my life right, I will be able to meet these goals in no time at all.

These are my goals:

1. I will have my web hosting
2. I will have my domains and websites along with subdomains
3. I will buy one of the programs for these websites
4. I will focus on Adsense

I realize that it is very easy to get lost in the affiliate jungle and so, I will concentrate on Google Adsense. I will learn all that I can to succeed in this. I do not care for the black hat techniques that are being hawked all over the Internet. I will research and study and find all the information that I need to get Adsense to work for me. I will buy one of the ready-made websites and study the innards of these websites in an effort to find out how they are constructed and learn the techniques used to make them effective.

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