Sunday, July 12, 2009

Just keep on

Some words to live by, "Just keep on". Sometimes, things just seem to be very difficult and I am tempted to throw in the towel, to give up and be the ignominious loser. I felt like that yesterday and it occurred to me that the universe can kill me for all I care. I will not feel small or defeated. They have to take the living life out of me before I will give up the fight.

More words are not necessary. I just need more spirit and I think I have the spirit to continue and fight another day. I need to be consistent and just keep on going even when it is dark outside and everything seems hopeless.

Last words. There won't be any famous last words. I will keep on making the words as I keep on pressing towards the sunset. There is no reason to give up. I have no reason to stop.

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Monday, October 13, 2008

A day in Cagayan de Oro

For five months I lived in Cagayan de Oro and I tried my best to change my life. I may have succeeded somewhat because certain vistas have been opened for me. I have seen that I could accomplish things that I never thought I could do . I tried things that I never tried before and I changed the way that I looked at things.

I am no longer so concerned with using my mind to change my life. I just live each day without any burden or stress. Sometimes one cannot avoid stress but I try to factor in some easy thoughts. Cagayan might turn out to be something good for me. There might be something great waiting for me there. I don't rightly know if it will happen soon or if it will ever happen at all. There is nothing to indicate that I will ever achieve the things I want.

I planted lakatan in Maasin and that is close to Cagayan de Oro.

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Friday, April 18, 2008

Mind Control

My life sucks and I am going to change it. I mean to accomplish that by making changes to the way that I think and to gain control over my mental processes. I know that this is not an easy task and that the mind is a powerful and tricky thing which will win out in the end if I fail to establish control over my own self. Many times I have tried to establish control and many times I have achieved temporary success only to slide back and fall into familiar patterns which merely connects to my old life which sucked. This time I am going to stop and the method I am going to use is to bring as much of my mental processes into my conscious level to be examined by me in the light of reason. They could explain the reasons why I fail and keep coming back to that failure-oriented track that my life seems to be running on.

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Anyway, here's Cagayan de Oro City with another one: Cagayan de Oro City. My Cebu City site has made pr1, surprise, surprise. Dumaguete is still in the boondocks as far as Google goes but Dumaguete has made some headway. Jai Alexander rocks!
There is always: Ching's Way and Ching's Web along with Ching's Best and Ching's Illusion. Way to go, Ching!

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Sunday, December 02, 2007


It is waiting that gets me. I hate to wait but somehow life makes me wait. I cannot move when I have to wait for something to happen. Like now, I do not know which way to go because I have to wait for somebody to make a decision. Maybe he does not know he has to make a decision because he has not been informed yet. This is the thing that bugs me. I hate to wait. There must be something to this waiting business otherwise it would not take on too much importance in my life. Maybe something is lacking and things cannot move for me correctly. I wait and I wait and I wait. There is no getting around waiting. I should explore this thing called waiting.

There must be something very important n the back of this. When something does not seem right then I stop working and allow things to sort themselves out rather than to use brute force to bring about a conclusion. It's like there is something in the back of my mind which tells me that something is wrong but my mind is too tired to tackle the issue. So, I defer action. I don't do anything. Is this correct? Is this the right way to proceed? To do nothing?

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

This is the day

I had planned on updating these pages everyday and keep it as a journal of the dark days I was in when I started this blog. Things are not as easy to do as we think and there are always roadblocks that keep us from doing what we plan to do no matter how trivial or innocuous. Things are not as desperate and hopeless as they were. I have my tea plants growing and I cannot even keep up with them. I intend to make the platform like I planned before and this time, I might actually be able to get this done. This platform was intended to put as many plants as I could in a small space which means having some of them on top of some, elevated by a supporting platform. The only strong platform I could think of is one made of steel rebars. This should be enough for my purposes.
I gave some tea cuttings to Rene and he should have no problem propagating them since he has access to some pieces of fine farm land. It will not be at once but I think I should get one structure built and see how it goes from there. I was thinking of having 3 or 4 levels for my purposes but I could see that this might not be practicable. I will be happy to have 2 levels but maybe 3 levels can be built.

Our favorites are: Ching's World, Green Tea, Dumaguete, Cebu City, Cagayan de Oro City, Papoy, Moira Trinity Cagayan de Oro, Dumaguete, Cebu are all in the Philippines in the world of Ching.

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

New Styles, New Thoughts

I know that one can change one's life. This is obvious. Life is all about adaptability and survival. In order to survive adverse conditions an organism must adapt to survive. I guess this is what I need to do: adapt. The thing about adapting is that it is not easy. Like, when a gun is pointed at your head and you're asked to renounce your religion or country or to betray somebody. That can be easy for some and difficult for others. Ching's World is all about adapting. It is adaptable: Ching's World is. It has already changed so much since it was first conceptualized. Ching's World started out as something and it has been changed several times to make it survive. Before the year is through I am sure that Ching's World will make one more metamorphosis.

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Mental alertness and quickness might be a good thing but I believe that it is emotional agility that counts more in life. Street smarts allow a disadvantaged person to take the advantage everytime.

These are always fun: Cebu City, Ching's World, Cagayan de Oro City, Dumaguete, Moira Trinity, Papoy.

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Monday, September 24, 2007

Something Exciting

I had thought that nothing would ever excite me anymore. I had somehow felt that everything anyone could experience in a lifetime has happened to me already. This is not to say that I am jaded rather, the day that comes seems to be a clone of the one that came before. I do not know why this is so but I suppose this is how life is, after living for a while in this wonderful world, one begins to see patterns.

The exciting thing that has begun to unfold is nothing great or earth-shaking. It is simply the observation that an end to the endless dark, brooding, gloomy days that characterize my existence seems to be at hand. I can see certain signs and events that resonate in my soul that something good and exciting is coming. This in itself is exciting to me. I am talking about Ching's World.

When I first wrote Ching's World, I had the vision of something great, idealistic, wonderful. After going over the humps I had the distinct feeling that the most difficult part is over. Boy, was I wrong. Ching's World, wonderful as it is, proves to be difficult not just to create but also to get off the ground. Ah, how wonderfully exciting is Ching's World.

Ching's world, Cagayan de Oro City, Cebu City, Dumaguete, day by day.

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